Help! I need motivation and I seem to completely be lacking in it. This last year has been insane in my life. As my one year anniversary comes up, I'm reflecting on what I've managed to do this last year and it's not a whole lot. The year has been crammed full of mutually negative and positive activities but nothing that progresses.
I went to the US for a week, to be there for my Outreach leaders wedding. I got to stay with one of the other girl from the trips house and spent an awesome week being adopted into their family.
I turned 21, and was half living with my then boyfriend, now fiance.
In October, he moved out of town with not a lot of notice for a couple of months, and then at the end of October my mom died. Prior to this, the plan had been to move to the next city in the spring and start a family and register for school... the whole world turned topsy turvy for a while.
When he moved home just before christmas, he proposed to me and I accepted. We've decided to wait a year and a half, after considering all the changes in our life and relationship over the last couple of months.
I know it is well past new years but this review has made me realize that I need to work on progress... so I have made some resolutions!
1) I will register for some sort of school program for the fall
2) Find a way to get full time hours without the conflicts of trying to co-ordinate schedules together
3) Finish writing a book before the end of the year
4) Lose weight and find a reasonable way to maintain it!
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